When I get a "nudge" inside I know it is my intuition guiding me.
I've
learned to trust the nudge and see where it leads me. The
result of following a nudge led to the beautiful unplanned designs of the
Dragonfly Garden.
When we first
plowed up the garden, I looked out over the lovely tilled soil and had
an immediate impression of a circular shape in the center.
I felt the nudge to start making a wide circle with my rake. While raking
I got the impression of tall hedge of flowers encircling
a central garden room. "What a lovely idea", I thought. I could imagine sitting
in it and feeling small like a little child, surrounded by a world of friendly
fragrant flowers.
My imagination took off. I began to make a 3 ft wide bed for the outer ring
of flowers . As I was raking more ideas came into my mind. The winding
pathways and unusual shaped beds all came into focus, one nudge after
the other.
When I feel the nudge and follow, I feel relaxed
and open. My mind sits in the background, while I enjoy contributing
my energy to what is unfolding in the moment. This is very much like cooking,
painting, or composing music. I love the feeling of the silent flowing, expansive
energy that is so confidently knowing and expressing through me.
The way I garden can be called "intuitive gardening". It's quite
different than the rules of the Master Gardening Training through the county
extension service. By following my intuition I have made choices that do not
follow the "disease" model of gardening. Rather, I have felt guided to visualize
health and wholeness and well being for the garden community. This includes
a conscious co-operation with the devas and other unseen beings that love this
garden. I've come to learn that an expanded awareness nourishes and enriches
the garden and myself, too.
Following my intuition has given me the opportunity to
take a look at my mind and what thoughts and old beliefs are in conflict with
the flow of creative
energy in the garden. They will show up at the most unexpected times, but mostly
when I feel that something is just not working well. That's when I know I have
a chance to step back and look at the bigger picture and shift my focus. When
I do that kind of "work" on myself, I find that the garden benefits and my
intuition even becomes stronger, and more interesting things start to happen.
For example, I was getting ready to plant a bed of corn and I noticed a number
of young volunteer snapdragons sprouting up all over the bed. Should I dig
them up or transplant them to another spot in the garden? There were so many,
that the thought of moving them was not appealing at all. I was
starting to get a little attitude about it, since I had many other things that
needed to get done that day and the corn seeds
which I'd soaked overnight were starting to sprout and were ready to
go.
I was beginning to feel annoyed by the situation. I didn't want to dig them
under and I didn't want to transplant them. Things weren't working the way
I wanted and so I knew it was time to step back and refocus. When I did, the
answer came with the nudge to just leave them alone—an obvious choice
I hadn't even considered. I went ahead and planted the corn and through the
summer watched with much interest as pretty peachy-yellow snapdragons (like
in the picture above) filled in around the base of the corn crop. As the corn
grew taller, they grew taller and stronger, too. The bed of corn was stunning
and looked like it had been purposefully planted in a bed of snapdragons, something
I would never have imagined.
The corn and snapdragons were such happy companions that this bed produced
the sweetest, biggest ears of corn of all the corn planted that summer. The
snapdragons continued blooming well after the corn was finished and into
late November. They were the happiest snapdragons that I have ever seen. They
lasted longer and flourished better than all of the other snapdragons in the
garden!
The Divine designer was at work and I was blessed to see the results by following
my intuition.
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